Hello world,

Goodbye. What does that even mean? Good probably means ‘all the best for the future’, bye probably means ‘i’ll miss you.’

Today’s the day I fly off. (finally?) Many thoughts are racing through my mind as I fly from Singapore to a colder climate. This day has finally come when last minute packing of stuff has to be done, when one has to wave to another and so on and so forth. This goodbye also means a new place, a new change. And a thousand other questions.

To all who reads this tumblr, I’m moving off, starting a new tumblr for a new year. 

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It’s 2 more day more till I won’t see my beloved bed until next Dec. The homestay family seems like a really nice bunch! It’s always nice to meet new people.

It was such a pleasant surprise seeing Shi ning at the bus stop outside taka. She’s as sweet as always, always so cheerful and SWEET (oops, I repeated myself, ah well)  :) I was all caught up and all in thoughts about who on earth would come by my house to give me a 100 bucks!  (^.^) just like that… and then she suddenly saw me & then I saw her! It was a nice encounter (& it was also another divine appointment as some might say).

Have been kinda down after all the Christmas celebrations & stuff. Maybe it’s just self realizations & wild thoughts that don’t necessarily make any sense. It’s just one of those seasons of PMS that I totally dread. & also thinking about the new year & all the things I regret or want to make more perfect, it’s stressful (why?) & sometimes “close to perfect plans” always don’t turn out the way you want coz life is always unpredictable & stuff like that, sigh. When I’m down, the world just feel like a hard place to be in, a place to escape from.

Super sleepy, take care, bye for now.

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Monday blues aren’t the nicest things in the world. It’s like a hang over after “drinking all weekend”; like all excitement has ended for the Christmas high & now it’s all back to life & reality again. Probably waiting for something fun to happen soon.

This morning, I woke up with so many thoughts. Some of which, I’m all confused & all— It’s a new life.

With no one I know.

With so many uncertainties.

Everything is completely new.

But, How do you wanna go up to them & be? 

Maybe it’s self reflections. Perhaps a sprinkle of too much over thinking? It’s tiring wearing a “mask” as some would say. Others, no one can run or hide from who they are. And then there’s some who would say “There’s a different outcome if things are done differently”.

Let’s face it: we want to be the “best” we all can. Everyone wants acceptance.

It’s an inner conflict with so many questions, perspectives. but there is only one answer. In which needs to be done. Pray.

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This Christmas 2011 is truly a different one from all the years. Perhaps it marks the start of a new life, a new year, a new level of maturity. I feel totally blessed. Love. Joy. Peace. From today’s sermon I’ve learnt that there is a very large difference between happiness(temporal feel good feeling) & joy(An attitude).There was also this point “bad things happens to good people”; this is true often a time & there is many fears of life & stuff, but God’s love cast away all our fears in

John 4:17-18 “This is how love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment: In this world we are like Jesus.There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.”

It’s down to 3 days more before I take off into the air. I wonder what 2012 will bring though I think I’ve already gotten a peek preview. 2012 will be another critical year…But I think God really have Big plans prepared for me. Everyday I see a new part of the puzzle being unfolded. Whatever it is, the good or bad things, it had and has a purpose even though we may not necessarily see it.

Have a Merry Merry Christmas to all out there! I hope yours will be as blessed as mine! :) Turkey tonight! yum!

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the musical at church was quite good! very entertaining! & I hope all those who went will receive Christ because He is the reason that we celebrate Christmas every single year with Love, hope, peace & much joy. I had so much fun serving and welcoming guest & making a new friend- EN EN! :D Such a sweet girl.

Time is running out & the days are few. The saying of “When you loose something you once had, you’ll cherish it more.” I guess that is how life goes.

My dearest friend ask me today ” what will you miss most?” actually I don’t have an answer yet but I just told her what I ideally thought I will miss… these are the sort of things you have to experience first before you know what you feel.

I hope my church buddies like their presents. I did it all by myself, those photo frames and all the decorations. I felt that it gave the most personal touch & it was also an idea contributed by my other friend. I wanted to give them something they can’t buy else where & I hope they will know my heart :)

Night people! & merry christmas! :D

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Today has been a pretty slow day. It’s constantly raining heavily or drizzling. Have been packing my room & clearing out loads of junk hehe.

Tomorrow’s the Christmrt musical! :) Gonna enjoy every bit of it! Hope my buddies come so that I can pass them the presents I’ve prepared :) How sweet of me  :p

And it’s down to 5 more days on my calender! Time passes fast. It feels almost like a dream come true. Recalling last week. I was bored & all… But this week has been pretty alright! What is there to feel bored if you’ll find something productive to do. today is one of those days that you know you’ve got lots of do, yet you seem to be waiting for something. I wonder what is it though? Do you know? haha

Alright, stationary packing to do right now. It’s probably the longest list ever! Even longer than my clothes. School is starting soon for many people & they are probably dreading it, who wouldn’t be? 

Back to my packing it shall be! bye! :D

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Christmas is coming! Only 3 more days. Pretty excited about the chritmas musical on sat! :) Dinner at Hort park was Spicy (Hawt). Walked around the park, pretty much, it’s such a lovely place especially at night. Anna, Isabel & I sat at the swing which we have all not sat on for eons. Dinner was awesome with the singer & the band. The auction thingy was so disappointing because we REALLY REALLY wanted the 10 USS tickets (top prize)…. Anyways, that was the “all I want for” christmas party. I’m really gonna miss my church buddies a whole lot… Oh yeah! the dancing was so awesome too! :)

Until more to type, bye for now! :)